Nov 14, 2021i take all the court cards out of my tarot decksi have drawn these cards too many times. i cannot unread their faces from the symbols. they remind me of what i know. they remind me of what i can’t know. they aren’t exactly painful. they aren’t exactly joyous. they aren’t exactly anything. …Tarot3 min readTarot3 min read
Oct 31, 2021the nutrient story[cw: disordered eating & body image] there was once a girl who knew she wasn’t getting the right nutrients. “i know i’m not getting the right nutrients,” the girl harrumphed. “i’m not feeling full or warm anymore.” …Trans4 min readTrans4 min read
Oct 5, 2021your first month on hormonestoo much theorizing isn’t good for you. you go outside in your bare feet and sit in the grass and look up. you see the same stars you first fell in love under. [cw unreality] 1. you’ll wake up crying one night, and try to remember why, but you won’t be…Transgender5 min readTransgender5 min read